Archive for July, 2021

Trinitarian Formation–a book review

July 29, 2021

Trinitarian Formation

A Theology of Discipleship

in Light of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit

J. Chase Davis


    The Reverend J. Chase Davis presents a theology of discipleship, of growing churches, and of maintaining church membership based upon a theology of discipleship of the Trinity–the flowing of life between the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

    Davis is seeking to have the theological concept of the Trinity undergird discipleship, which has been lost through the years.

    We must remember the theological concept of the Trinity itself was created much later in the history of the Church, and so is open to various interpretations.

    The criticism is that the book is difficult to read, and is written by theologians, who have little practical experience.

    Secondly, it is a theology that is limited only to those who believe in one way–and essentially sets limits to those who enter the kingdom.

    Personally, I am a Trinitarian, and my own theology of the Trinity is similar to what is presented, but I believe that Jesus is not the only way, there are many expressions of God, and that God is found in all of life.

    I live, hang out, and minister with the “Lost Girls and Boys,” ministry with these guys is not about doctrine, but about surviving moment to moment on the street.

    Fr. Henri Nouwen sums up a ministry of “Sharing Our Weakness, which  can bring us in touch with the living Christ and  with each other, and lead us to care for all people as simply human beings struggling, and hence to caring for all creation for healing is what faith is about:

Over the last few years, I have been increasingly aware that true healing mostly takes place through the sharing of weakness.

Mostly we are so afraid of our weaknesses that we hide them at all costs and thus make them unavailable to others but also often to ourselves. And in this way, we end up living double lives even against our own desires: one life in which we present ourselves to the world, to ourselves, and to God as a person who is in control and another life in which we feel insecure, doubtful, confused, and anxious and totally out of control. The split between these two lives causes us a lot of suffering. I have become increasingly aware of the importance of overcoming the great chasm between these two lives and am becoming more and more aware that facing, with others, the reality of our existence can be the beginning of a truly free life.

It is amazing in my own life that true friendship and community became possible to the degree that I was able to share my weaknesses with others.

Often I became aware of the fact that in the sharing of my weaknesses with others the real depths of my human brokenness and weakness and sinfulness started to reveal themselves to me, not as a source of despair but as a source of hope.

As long as I try to convince myself or others of my independence, a lot of my energy is invested in building my own false self. But once I am able to truly confess my most profound dependence on others and on God, I can come to touch with my true self and real community can develop.

Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!


Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw, D.Min.

P.O. Box 642656

San Francisco, CA 94164


Posting Peace

July 26, 2021


I anxiously pause and read, then pause and read again, carefully trying to parse the verbiage, analyze the tone, determine the intent, decipher the meaning, and find a way forward through the ever-expanding social media battlefield. People attack, misinterpret, and spew hatred, death threats are made.

Why are we so angry online? Why are we so divided? Galatians 5 says to us: “If you bite and devour each other, watch out or you will be destroyed by each other?”

Our response to a worldwide pandemic poignantly exemplified and exaggerated the most troubling aspects of our social media communication. While the world engaged in social distancing and at-home sheltering to stop the deadly spread of the covid-19 VIRUS, the most divisive aspects of social media communication went viral. Angry partisan divisiveness and wild, unfounded conspiracy theories spread and continue to spread rapidly through social media platforms.

Dr. Bursch suggests through the Christian faith ways we can approach social media, bring it into a way of reconciliation. Christ’s ministry was one of reconciliation. He suggests the following:

1. Pray: “Rejoice in the Lord always! Take time and remember that the ministry of Jesus is one of reconciliation, and we are called to follow Jesus!

2. Practice mindfulness: Take time to be mindful in posting, pause, be aware of what you are saying, how it will affect others.

3. Tear down the walls: Refuse segmentation. : You are not an algorithm. Remember we are Spirit-led children of God, let the Spirit of love lead.

4. Trend, trend, relational: Watch commenting on local trends, they come and go.

5.Build Relationships and not a following:  Build relationships on all levels, not staying in your tribes. Discuss, learn, argue, but do so in love.

6. Engage your prophetic imagination: Let your imagination proclaim a prophecy in which social media is a tool for the reconciling love of Jesus of Nazareth, one in which that love reaches beyond the computer screens to loving our neighbor in real life.

Reconciliation is the central theme of the Gospel! Make room for the presence of the Divine, however you experience the Divine and walk-in love and reconciliation of one another!


Fr. River Damien Sims, sfw

P.O. Box 642656

San Francisco, CA 94164


Peniel August

July 25, 2021


“Where Jacob Wrestled With God!

Newsletter of Temenos Catholic Worker

August, 20021

P.O. Box 642656

San Francisco, CA 94164



Journal of An Alien Street Priest:

    As we enter August my mind goes back to the days of growing up and hearing the adults talk of entering the “Dog Days of Summer”, a time of intense heat, thunderstorms, and for us kids a fun time of playing, and chasing fireflies throughout night.

    The “Dog Days of Summer” historically comes from the Hellenic view of the star system. Sirus, ‘”Dogstar” which in Greek mythology, connects with drought, fever, thunderstorms, lethally, mad dogs, and bad luck. 

    With the drought, fire, and disease California finds the Dogstar very present with us.

    And this summer with my injuries of being beaten up I too am experiencing the “Dogstar”, and from this experience, I am learning what St. Ignatius calls the “Cannonball Moments”.

    “Cannonball Moments” are the moments, the events we can not predict or see coming, the times when we find we are simple creatures who are vulnerable, and ultimately have very little control over our lives, and must trust in God. I had my summer planned: surfing, hanging with friends and working, but suddenly all that changed–and I am on a walker, doing exercises, in a lot of pain, and taking it moment by moment.

    St. Ignatius suggests and reminds us of six ways of living with our “cannonball moments”:

1. None of us get to choose a “cannonball moment”. We are not immune.

2. Our decisions are not prophecy–our plans are subject to the “cannonball moment”, for eg. I have a friend who found she has cancer, her life has been turned upside down.

3. The “cannonball” is only the beginning, all else is unknown.

4. “Cannonballs” bring unsuspecting graces for us, for me friends who have gone out of their way to assist and love me. We learn to depend on others, for ultimately we all depend on each other.

5. “Cannonballs” call for surrender.
We ultimately must surrender to God and trust moment by moment.

6. No one can survive the “cannonball” alone.

    Every creature will have “cannonball moments”, until the ultimate one of death.     Every time I walk outside my door, tears come to my eyes as I witness individuals who live on the street, and have no one to be with them in their “cannonball moments’.

    All of us need to move out of our “Tribes,” from computer screens, and our fears to touch the lives of those on the street, and alone in hotels and shelters.

    We need to open ourselves to “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!


    WE ARE BEGGARS! Our work continues. We have volunteers doing outreach on the street each week, and we do counseling on the phone, on Snapchat, and by text. So please consider supporting our ministry.

    You may mail donations to:

Temenos Catholic Worker

P.O.Box 642656

San Francisco, CA 94164


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Eating Honey With God!

July 17, 2021

Eating Honey With God!


The Sheep and the Goats Matthew 25:26-31

31 “When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. 32 All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. 33 He will put the sheep on his right and the goats on his left.

34 “Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. 35 For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, 36 I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’

37 “Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? 38 When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? 39 When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’

40 “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’

41 “Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. 42 For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, 43 I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me.’

44 “They also will answer, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?’

45 “He will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.’

46 “Then they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life.”


For it is not knowing much, but realizing and relishing things interiorly, that contents and satisfies the soul,” Sally Longley


    Several nights ago I had a dream, one that has haunted me in many ways, this past week.

    I was standing on the side of a crossroads, and a caravan passed on the other side, and there were I do not know how many young men and women smiling at me from the windows of this caravan. I knew their names, Zach, Sean, Mouse, etc., the young adults whose lives I have touched through the years. And as the caravan passed a voice said to me: “Your work is not done yet, and  know you are loved, now and always.” I call that voice the Angel of Death, passes through my life, hovers over me so often, and reminds me I will die, so do the work.

    I am often asking the question, “Why did you come to Polk Street, why are you an “eccentric”?

    Many of the early mystics and desert fathers and mothers fled to the desert, not as a place of escape, but as a place of confrontation with their own inner demons and of deep encounter with the living God.

    It had been three years since I had left prostitution and was working, being very materialistic, and the demons of lack of purpose and meaning surrounded me. In my years being a prostitute, I had experienced and seen so much evil, and I had done so much to survive. So I came to the “desert of Polk Street”, which was then filled with gay bars and prostitution.

    The God of all exodus movements, who leads us through our wanderings in the desert, also provides manna for us. I found healing in walking with the young men and women in the caravan, and the ones now, I found my call, purpose.

    “We are a people of memory,” writes  Carmelite theologian and author Constance Fitzgerald. She speaks of how dwelling prayerfully in deep silence enables, “a kind of unraveling” of memory to occur in such a way that the memories are not suppressed or obliterated, but instead are “uncoupled from the self. . In a mysterious way, there is a cutting of both past and memory that is inimical to one’s personhood,” God’s spirit helps us by joining wholesome ways of being in relation to our past and creating a bank of new life-giving images and memories that we can savor.

    I have been called an “eccentric” which Chryssavigis remarks: “eccentricity means moving to the center, re-centering world on God.” It is that recentering which Jesus was talking about. His disciples argued about who was to be first, wanting to set up false boundaries of power and care. Jesus calls them to eccentricity.

    “Eccentricity means moving the center, re-centering the world on God.” Cultivating a contemplative life means we need to be counter-cultural and make space for work that only prayerfully silence can do in our lives.

    Eccentricity crosses traditional boundaries, and allows one to call everyone a “friend”. And in so doing seeing our task as giving to all from our own resources, and to love, even when we do not want to love.

    For some being a nurse, brings that silence, that centeredness, or being a bookkeeper, but work that allows one to bring God, and service to others into one’s life.

    I have been told that “you can not do this work alone,” the reality is I am not alone. Those of you who read this have given me support, some for many years, you are my community. You will never know how much each check, each email, a phone call means to me, through them you are Jesus speaking. I treasure those moments. 

     I am an introvert and need much time alone, and my call is one of not marrying, and doing my work. This ministry, “my desert” fits me, we all must find our own deserts.

    And as we encounter God through becoming attentive and beholding in wonder little-known saints, the trees, grasses, riverbeds, and the humblest and most exquisite of creatures, such as  the dragon lizard. As we listen to the wisdom all this strange and magnificent world has for us, we hear the Creator’s voice, and are drawn into relishing a honeyed feast with God. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!


Fr. River Sims, D.Min.


We have two of these books available if any one would like one please email or text me your address and one will be sent.

Eloquence of the Shadow

July 11, 2021

The Eloquence of Shadows

Eph 1:3-14

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,
who has blessed us in Christ
with every spiritual blessing in the heavens,
as he chose us in him, before the foundation of the world,
to be holy and without blemish before him. 
In love he destined us for adoption to himself through Jesus Christ,
in accord with the favor of his will,
for the praise of the glory of his grace
that he granted us in the beloved.
In him we have redemption by his blood,
the forgiveness of transgressions,
in accord with the riches of his grace that he lavished upon us. 
In all wisdom and insight, he has made known to us
the mystery of his will in accord with his favor
that he set forth in him as a plan for the fullness of times,
to sum up all things in Christ, in heaven and on earth.

In him we were also chosen,
destined in accord with the purpose of the One
who accomplishes all things according to the intention of his will,
so that we might exist for the praise of his glory,
we who first hoped in Christ. 
In him you also, who have heard the word of truth,
the gospel of your salvation, and have believed in him,
were sealed with the promised holy Spirit,
which is the first installment of our inheritance
toward redemption as God’s possession, to the praise of his glory.


     The feather above is symbolic of the connection between God, the bird, and humanity, we are in unity with one another.

    We are in unity with one another in our suffering, when we separate ourselves from the pain of others, we become zombies.

     These past weeks have been ones of baring pain I have never experienced in my life and one of journeying in the shadow. I see myself as a nomad. For nomads, the journey is not the destination. Nomads are always on the move and always remain in the present.

     I am beginning to understand, that in place of my annoyance, and fears, that I am trapped in the now. I need to make friends with who I am right now- a pilgrim on the journey towards being a “limper’ like Jacob, and a nomad. I must be fully attentive to the present.

    The name of our newsletter is “Peniel”, the place “where Jacob wrestled with God.”

I am wrestling with my shadow and in some ways, similar to that of Jacob, and he emerged with a limp, and I have often wondered how he coped with that limp through the years.

    As Sally Longley tells us: “To honor and accept’s one’s own shadow is a profound spiritual discipline. It is whole making and thus holy and the most important experience of a lifetime.”

We all fight  our shadows, but only in bringing them to light do we find wholeness. For me, my life has always been full of shadows, and in bringing them to light I find in the scars a way to know God more fully.

    John Chryssavgh tells us: “the demons fight hardest when God is near:  “the darkness of the shadow is in direct proportion to the brilliance of light.”

    And so for now I have faith that “All wounds will flower,” and the present moment is our home.

    The words of Thomas Tobin, sj remind me of my own experience of life:

“Through all of them (the events of his life) I have felt God’s guidance. Although I must admit I didn’t always or ever often, recognize it at the time. But in the end, I’ve ended up somehow where I ought to be in God’s good pleasure.”

And I know in the words of Jame Liette, “Jesus shed his blood for all people. No matter what, you’re precious.”


Father River Damien Sims, sfw

P.O. Box 642656

San Francisco, CA 94104


Beautiful Words of Life

July 8, 2021

Beautiful Words of Life!

“So Jacob called the place Peniel, saying, “It is because I saw God face to face, and yet my life was spared.

The sun rose above him as he passed Peniel, and he was limping because of his hip. ..


I was raised singing a hymn, entitled “Beautiful Words of Life. “SpeakEasy”, for whom  I write book views, gave me a copy of the NIV translation entitled Beautiful Words of Life. It is a translation that has not been a favorite because it is often used in the conservative views on queerness.

On June 20, while working the Haight, I was assaulted, my ear required surgery, and now am working with damaged ligaments. It was brought to the hospital for me to review.

This Bible has beautiful graphics, its print is very readable, and truly is the “Beautiful Words of Life.” During my hospitalization the book brought comfort, courage, and strength in the mids of fear and pain.

Sr. Maria Romero Menses, sums up where my journey is in the moment: To remain at peace. it is necessary to love while suffering, and to suffer while loving.”

Through the years there has been much suffering, but the pain experienced now is the most intense pain ever experience; the nightmares wake me up in sweat and fear; my fears of never getting better, and dying come all the time.

We pray every day the prayer from The Book of Common Prayer:

Grant me the grace of your Holy Spirit that I may be devoted to you with my whole heart, and united to others with pure affection, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

And we remember the words of Fred Rogers: “Discovering about ourselves is a life time work, but it is worth the effort.”

The demons enter, but I fight with Jesus to cast them out and continue to follow Jesus following him into Galilee, now with a limp. Deo Gratias! Thanks be to God!


Our work continues, I listen to people when they call, snap chat or text,  and we have someone taking out food, needles, and socks twice a week.


My personal thanks to those who have assisted in my care, taking me to the hospital, visiting, bringing food, etc:

David Alban, Larry Purcell, Bill and Dina Tiege, Michael Sims, Matthew Lasky, Evangelina Montenegro, Brandon Olaya, Carla Olaya, Ferney Olaya, and Tim Olivia.